tinyE: Rant:
WTF is wrong with me!? I'm such an asshole in real life but I enter the game world and I can't do it. No matter what i try I can't be evil. Trying here to be a mega asshole in KOTOR 1 and I can't get off the ship without feeling worthless.
People like me give the Sith a bad name!
FearfulSymmetry: I don't exactly claim to be an asshole in real life, but I've got the exact same problem when it comes to being evil in games. I just can't do it. I must have played through both KOTORs about ten times by now, and I've never yet been able to complete a darkside playthrough. It's terrible. KOTOR makes you feel especially bad about it too, such as when you enter an apartment and people beg you to just take their stuff and spare their lives.
Terrible. :P
For me, being evil in a videogame depends on what kind of act I am doing -and where that evil is directed.
I find being a bandit or threatening people pointless: they couldn't give me anyting useful anyway, besides their lives are already hard as they are. I can't say that I don't enjoy to "pacify" the crowd with a few stunning weapons every now and then, though... :P
Then, there are my targets... when dealing with them, I usually try to to make their existence as painful as possible, ruining them both financially, physically and psychically. I also have a disturbing predilection for games that let me terrorize the baddies and be a "clean" executioner (like Hitman, Dishonored, Mark of the Ninja and so on) or a gentleman thief (not very violent, but not really nice, either).
If Enebias does not like you... your world has just become a living hell! Time for retribution, villains! (15 minutes of evil laughther)