triock: Try this - first change "Preferred installer version" on gamecard to let's say English and then to Spanish. Now download and install the game.
Hello it's a message about the description "I want to die"
Please know that crisis hotlines exists by chats telephone emails etc.
please use them (write : crisis hotlines on the internet to find them) just check and be sure that the hotlines are free and reliables
And please read this entirely its very important :
Believe me, People love and care about. Maybe you don't see it, or maybe you didn't find YET these people.If you die today you will not see your future, the things that you are able to accomplish, the dreams that you will make come true, the loves and friends that you will find…Pain heal with time.
Please never hurt yourself.Always talk to someone when you are not okay.Also, please, go see doctors and psychologists and therapists they will help you. Talk to them, let them give you medicine, let them help you. You can do it. You will be happy in the future. Think about it, your life can always be better so don't give up.
Do things that you like, and change the things in your life that you hate.
When you die everything is just black, when you live it's black but also white.
Live for you, not for the others, and if you don't have taste for things learn to love new things.
Meet new people, you can use internet for that.Find new passions, discover new things.
Once again if you are afraid to go out for example, internet is your best friend.
Go read the message about crisis hotlines just after the questions. You have emails, phone numbers, chats etc that you can join. Someone qualified will answer you, help you, talk to you… Please use crisis hotlines.
And write emergencies numbers (of your country) on internet and don't forget them and call them when you need. People are here for you. You will never be alone. You can call them all the time, if you want / if you are going to hurt / kill yourself, call them immediatly.
Write also lifeline chat (the chat of suicide prevention lifeline on internet) and talk to them when you need it.
Also : write crisis hotlines to find more of the crisis hotlines of your country. And find only reliable and free crisis hotlines.
Stay strong my friend.
Also : I would like to add that life is always better than death. Death is just black, emptiness, but life is full of different things.Maybe that life can be black, but life is white too, grey, it's not just black and pain heal with time, pain can disappear, problems can disappear… But when you are dead your death can't disappear.
Yes you can be hurt while living, but death is permanent. When you are dead there is nothing else, you can't change anything about it. In your life you make bad decisions, you have regrets, but you can still do things differently after these mistakes, you can learn from your mistakes, try to repair these mistakes…
But if you kill yourself you will not be able to repair this mistake that is suicide.When you live you can change things. You can make your future better. You can laugh, love, listening to music, have children, meet people, do something important…When you are dead it's just the silence, you can't change anything, you can't go back please live don't hurt yourself and share this message too with people that aren't okay / that are suicidal…
(Please keep all of this message preciously to share it when you will see someone that isn't ok / that is suicidal / that has depression
(you can find more chats / email / crisis hotlines if you write : crisis hotlines email / chat / numbers on the internet. write the name of your country also. and be sure to find only reliables and free crisis hotlines. you can also add suicide / bullying / depression etc crisis hotlines (and add email chat etc if you want something even more specific)
(with all these links you have phone numbers, emails, chat to talk to someone qualified. also if one of this phone number / chat / email don't work or if you have no answer it's maybe because too many people use these helps so please when you are going to use one of this help, try to use all the helps (chat / phone numbers etc) again and again
until one of these services responds. there will always be one of these crisis / chat hotlines that will answer to you. never give up. and if you want to hurt / kill yourself (don't hurt yourself / don't kill yourself) and use one of this help. each time. and you can also call the emergencies numbers of your country.
+ Maybe that you will find the love of your life in the future, have children, the job of your dreams, money, new friends…
So never kill yourself, never hurt yourself...
Live. Live to discover all the good things that can happen to you in the future.
It's logical, not only bad things can happen to you in the future. So live to discover the good things that will happen to you in the future.
If you have no one today, it's because you don't see the people that care. Or you will meet these people later. Be patient. Also strangers can care about you. You will never be alone. You are not alone.
Stay strong, healthy, and never give up.
Much love.
And also if you need this (message to share also immediatly with all the people that aren't okay / that self harm / that talk about self harm... even if it seems to be a joke because we never know when it's a joke :
here are Alternatives That Will Give You A Sensation (Other Than
Pain) Without Harming Yourself
:
Hold ice in your hands, against your arm, or in your mouth
Run your hands under freezing cold water
Drink freezing cold water
Splash your face with cold water
Put PVA/Elmer's glue on your hands then peel it off
Massage where you want to hurt yourself
Take a hot shower/bath
Jump up and down to get some sensation in your feet
Write or paint on yourself
Arm wrestle with a member of your family
Take a cold bath
Bite into a hot pepper or chewa piece of ginger root
Rub liniment under your nose
Put tiger balm on the places you want to cut. (Tiger
balm is a muscle relaxant cream that induces a
tingly sensation. You can find it in most health food
stores and vitamin stores.)
be careful check that you are not allergic to certain foods / products before using them
Please never hurt yourself
I hope this answer helped you
