thanks for all the kind replies. I do feel bit better now to be honest. It was that first moment that started all the anxiety. Still feeling a bit depressed but not in a clinical but more like a sad kinda way but i'll stay positive.

I will go and search for another job, while i still have this one and who knows i might find something even better.

Thanks again.

It's totally normal to feel sad when leaving a job you like. It's also a bit scary starting a new job. It sounds to me that you're someone who cares deeply about his career and job performance, so you'll probably be just fine.

If the clients you deal with already like you, any chance of getting in with any of them?

In April 2013 you might be telling us, "I was let go from my job one year ago. 11 months ago I was hired to do a job I thoroughly enjoy." Positive thinking may not guarantee positive results, but it does help.

Dude, he needs to take some time.

Anyway, play a safety game and watch a safety movie, classics you love that make you feel young when you see them.

Then fuck your wife or girlfriend.

Then sleep in for a week.

Then look for a new job.

I hope so ;) would be really nice and i will focus on that :D
You have some excellent ideas :)