I am dead inside and dead to the world, since 2005, with a destroyed life from malice and betrayal backstabbing me from kin and erroneously trusted, plus formerly loved,"friends". You should hang out with people who are not black sheep, deserving it or not, with people who are socially upstanding, reputable and not some hateful monsters (yours truly), whom the only thing expecting from life is war to erase their oppressors, or karmic shitstorms to bury their boogeymen... I have to respectfully decline. The only person i hang out lately is myself and this will never change. But next time i go outside, i will have a (soft) drink to your health (even though i am certain that there is a dose of irony hidden there). Also, it seems that i caught Syphilis from an opportunistic, occasional partner before, i have similar symptoms to stage 2 but i don't feel like getting either exams, or doctor visit. TinyE will be delighted since i won't be able to have any children, right? Well, i am delighted too, because with such RL hostilities, had i any children, those cretin bastards IRL from my place, would make them suffer alongside me, anyway. Somehow, i am happy about all this, as well.

Syphilis is easily treatable with penicillin unlike herpes..... that doesn't go away. I don't think your a hateful monster just misunderstood and just work yourself up way too much. Life is short so there's no point in being in a self imposed exiled lifestyle because at the end of the day who are you trying to impress? Those people don't care so fuck them, the way to get back at them is to work hard and be somebody in life and by the point you will forget all about them. Now pass me that soft drink!

Finally did my first harvest from my new "vegetables garden" (as I was bored of plain lawn): some radish, celery and mint. Yummy ^o^

How do the radishes look? I've tried them but they rarely get bigger than BBs. :P

My kohlrabi and kale are growing like weeds as usual and the oregano is doing surprisingly well.

We were going to try mint as well but it tends to grown wild up here anyway, so why bother.

What made me happy today?...

Waking up next to my beautiful wife who I have been with for 28 years and married to 26 years. She is a geeky gamer gal :)

My radishes have more or less the same size than mid-sized strawberries. They grew up in approximatively 4 weeks.

For the mint, I grew it in separate pots on a table in my backyard. Some parts of my garden looks like a jungle when unattended so I wouldn't want to worsen it :o)

Today? First that I beat a difficult item in Disgaea and than...Hurray I downloaded my 852th game from GOG....now only
99 more and I am done ;-)

The second thing that made me happy was after the wife read the post she kissed me so passionately that it left my head spinning.

Ahh mint.. tasty tasty weed.
Every year when my mother puts flowers in the lil flower bed near the porch, most of what she's weeding out is the mint thats spread from its lil corner.

Then there's this one patch in our yard that has mint growing, that just never dies. Smells very nice when we mow the grass though. :)

That is so sad, BradMan, so sad.

It takes not too much to make me happy. I drank some Augustiner Edelstoff today. It's the best beer I know. :)

god I miss being an alcoholic :P

You were an alcoholic, that's pretty pathetic?

Seeing a intelligent person (my mistake in assuming it) make a fool of themselves:)

I take it you don't ride the AA wagon. If so, you would be asking for some booze medicine to make the pain of being an alcoholic go away. Because after all, they say drug/alcohol addiction is a disease in itself. Why have just one disease when you can buy one get one free? Be sure to enjoy the donuts and coffee while intellectually masturbating about self help guru catchphrases.