AdamR: Mental illness sucks.
I know where you're coming from(seriously)........I have mild OCD/anxiety(which is helped in part by medication/etc) myself, and it affects my game playing from time to time as well.
Example: On more "open" games(Prototype/Assassin's Creed/etc) I like to explore every nook and cranny & see everything there is to see, and because of this it's hard for me to progress in these sorts of games at a normal rate. And then I usually like to complete as much of a game as I can the first time through.....as such, it's hard for me to play games like ME 1/2/3/, etc which offer different scenes/outcomes depending on the choices you make(I usually alleviate this "problem" somewhat by saving before making such choices so I can try each one and see what the initial outcomes are.). I also dislike timed sections/missions in more complex(i.e. not casual/hidden object/platformer games) games, as I feel rushed to get through that particular mission & can't take my time on that bit.
F4LL0UT: Dude, you're scaring me. Not because you're weird but because what you're describing feels awkwardly familiar.
I know what you mean. :\
(I wonder if it's because gaming/high internet use/etc causes one to have such problems or because people with such problems have a higher tendency to like playing video games.)
Sebek: Well, i got my 19th birthday tomorrow and there's really no one to be here with me.
I'm going to my usual whiskybar tonight to get a few free drinks and stuff and that's basically it.
My only friend lives in about 8 hour drive from here. I've had real friends (more than one) 13 years ago so it's been quite lonely for me. I don't know why I'm sharing this but I guess my birthday's are just to remember how lonely I am.
The recent brokeup with a girl doesn't really help the situation. We loved eachother to death.
Ok have a nice weekend everyone, keep it yummy! :--)
Greetings: Sebek
Travel to him anyways, maybe? (Just a thought)
Then both of you can get hammered together. XD