Meh, I dislike my job. I work at a retail store chain, and every time I work I'm actually scared to go to work. First off, after I got hired and was trained, they tell me I'm only seasonal-means I'll most likely be kicked to the curb after the holidays. So they trained me to be cashier. I learned quickly that cashier is not for me. I feel like I have to go a million miles per hour, people get frustrated and angry with you over the smallest things, and since its toward the holidays we're really busy and that really stresses me out. Well, maybe I'd learn to like it I thought. Before I could work that again, I got thrown back into electronics. I love working electronics, it's pretty laid back and I work with some awesome people. So that's alright. The problem was, they threw me into electronics on the busiest day of the year, Black Friday, with no training. So I was constantly asking my coworkers what to do and bogging them down. Now today they have me working as the cashier's supervisor. Once again, no training. I have no clue what to do. To be honest, I'm scared for work today. I have no clue what to do, where to get the cashier's their change, etc. I get so stressed and nervous that I'm not working up to standards that my bloodsugar goes sky high (type 1 diabetic), and I felt like having a heart attack after cashiering for 3 hours last week. Lastly, I'm starting to work to 10-11 pm at night. If it was summer, I wouldn't mind at all. But, seeing its the middle of the school year and the semester ends in a couple weeks, this means projects, projects and more projects. So if I'm working 4-11, get home at 11:15, I'll have to stay up till 2 or 3 am doing homework and getting up then at 6. Yep, these next few weeks are gonna suck.
