Posted July 15, 2016
It's probably not a newsflash for anyone but me.
I have a tendency, no scratch that, I always play games defensively. In an FPS I will slowly advance while making sure nothing is creeping behind me, in an RTS I will use a lot of resources building a self defending position before attacking the ennemy, In 4X games I favour science and defense.
Tonight I've started a Civ V game after a few drinks, the game started me on a small peninsula with 2 neighbors, Poland and Iroquois. I attacked the first settlement the Iroquois created, I really did not have the quantity and quality of units for a quick victory so in the time it took me to take that settlement the Polish built two and Rome found our little peninsula and somehow decided to build a settlement too.
After I completely vanquished the Iroquois, the Romans declared war. Their city was well defended but I eventually took it, in the mean time the Polish lost the settlement they had built in the middle of the peninsula to the Vikings which razed it. I just made peace with Rome since I'm not sure where they are, I got 5 gold a turn from them but I feel I should have gone for more, I'm still timid despite my aggressive mood.
I'm now in about 1750, I've only explored the equivalent of California, I'm at least 15 turns from entering the Industrial era, I've only built 2 or 3 marvels. In short I'm in a catastrophic position compared to my usual games, but I do not remember the last time I've had this much fun playing Civ V.
When I go back to tomorrow I'll annihilate Poland and find where Rome is.
Maybe if I get used to taking risks in games then I might be less afraid of the unknown in real life, it would be nice to be able to reduce my anxiety meds. Or be able to work again without throwing up a few times a day.
I have a tendency, no scratch that, I always play games defensively. In an FPS I will slowly advance while making sure nothing is creeping behind me, in an RTS I will use a lot of resources building a self defending position before attacking the ennemy, In 4X games I favour science and defense.
Tonight I've started a Civ V game after a few drinks, the game started me on a small peninsula with 2 neighbors, Poland and Iroquois. I attacked the first settlement the Iroquois created, I really did not have the quantity and quality of units for a quick victory so in the time it took me to take that settlement the Polish built two and Rome found our little peninsula and somehow decided to build a settlement too.
After I completely vanquished the Iroquois, the Romans declared war. Their city was well defended but I eventually took it, in the mean time the Polish lost the settlement they had built in the middle of the peninsula to the Vikings which razed it. I just made peace with Rome since I'm not sure where they are, I got 5 gold a turn from them but I feel I should have gone for more, I'm still timid despite my aggressive mood.
I'm now in about 1750, I've only explored the equivalent of California, I'm at least 15 turns from entering the Industrial era, I've only built 2 or 3 marvels. In short I'm in a catastrophic position compared to my usual games, but I do not remember the last time I've had this much fun playing Civ V.
When I go back to tomorrow I'll annihilate Poland and find where Rome is.
Maybe if I get used to taking risks in games then I might be less afraid of the unknown in real life, it would be nice to be able to reduce my anxiety meds. Or be able to work again without throwing up a few times a day.