fr33kSh0w2012: I have PTSD, So yeah I get triggered (TRULY TRIGGERED not fake twiggered) over losing stuff because everyone has ALWAYS, ALWAYS taken stuff off me ALWAYS!
when I was a kid my so called "friends" would either steal or break my stuff always MY STUFF ALWAYS not anyone elses
Or someone would deny me stuff that I SHOULD have had, or call me names, or TEAR ME TO PEICES physically.
See no-one has shown me an ounce of fairness in this world so I have to Run, Gun and burn and I'm never fast enough
I'm just NOT FAST ENOUGH, faster is always better.
with a brain overclocked to 8 instead of what it should be normally things happen I feel pretty savage with the whole world, People are savage towards me, So to help them I need to be savage towards them.
Nonetheless, others are nonetheless going to think you're a bit of a fuckwit when you try to make other people's problems all about you, regardless of how justified you think you may be. And yes, I'm not saying it's entirely unjustified, at least in a sense. I know exactly what it's like to be shat on, get fed up and lash out, be made an even bigger target then before, lash out even harder, possibly at people who were previously leaving you alone and are now joining the ranks of your tormentors, ad infinitum. I've been there, being bullied is definitely not fun, and yes, I would agree that the fault lies mostly with the cockheads shitting on your for their own amusement. At the end of the day though, the only person's behaviour you can control is your own, and that's what you need to address if you want to break the cycle. If nothing else, surely you can see that making enemies of people who've done nothing to you is going to do the exact opposite of making things easier on yourself, yes?
Anyway, sanctimonious preaching aside, the fact remains that if you want attention or sympathy or support or whatever else for any problems in your life, that's perfectly fine. Just, and I cannot possibly emphasise this enough, start your own thread. No one will take offence to that any more than they did to our good friend Crowitzer starting this one about his drinking problem. Just don't try and hijack someone else's, especially not by insulting them and trivialising their own problems. Once again, and please please do take this to heart, it's will do the exact opposite of win you the support you say you need.
Anyway, hope that helps somewhat.