Erase the girl thing... Apparently we'll still be together, but if I do something she does not like, we'll be done for good. Thats the second time she does this thing. Can't blame her for the first, maybe she was not sure I could be trusted (although everyone of our mutual friends told her she can trust me with her life, but still...), but this time...
I am stunned, and will leave things to calm down a little, I guess.
Still, that does not change the way I've been feeling the last few weeks, probably I am still in a shock of what my sister could have done. Worst of all, I can't see her for another week or so, currently I am in a different city because of exams with my university.
About that "point" thing... Most of the things I've been doing since the incident with my sister have been like... "Okay, I will do this. Not that I really want to do it, or have any inspiration to do it better, but I'll do it." I guess I am afraid that all I do is in vain now.
As for the talk that this period will pass, I think it will, but it somehow helps me feel a little better when I write about it. I had a period like this, few years ago, it lasted few months. This will probably last few months too, but still...
I freaking hate it when things like this happen!
Anyway, thank you for your replies.
Thanks for that (even if it was sarcasm), but nah, keep your money.