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Stilton: Maybe you could have a try at changing that, little by little. It doesn't have to be anything drastic to start with. Therapists have ways of doing things which aren't always the right thing for you. Maybe try to create your own way of pushing the threats back - step by step work out a kind of personal mind 'wall' that can help push the threats away. Imagine its Stronghold and you have to build some defenses, only you're a master defense builder and those mean little enemies are just not going to get through.
I've never played Stronghold.
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Stilton: Maybe you could have a try at changing that, little by little. It doesn't have to be anything drastic to start with. Therapists have ways of doing things which aren't always the right thing for you. Maybe try to create your own way of pushing the threats back - step by step work out a kind of personal mind 'wall' that can help push the threats away. Imagine its Stronghold and you have to build some defenses, only you're a master defense builder and those mean little enemies are just not going to get through.
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AgentBirdnest: I've never played Stronghold.
They're good games, you should give them a try.
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Stilton: Are there any mental strategies you can use, like visualization or anything like that? Something to show it that it can't have its way when it wants and you've got some control. Aside from the bad feelings the situation is giving you, I imagine the feeling that you have no choice only makes it worse.
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AgentBirdnest: I've never been able to do visualization techniques effectively. I had a lot of practice with my therapist, but it just didn't work out for me. I really suck at trying to control my brain. I'm its bitch.

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Vythonaut: Panic attacks happen even if you go for a walk with a good friend?
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AgentBirdnest: I haven't tried it in a while. I don't have a friend within 200 miles. But even when they were close by - Yes, I would get panic attacks when I would go for a stroll with my best friend.
This is totally off the wall, but.....Do you have a pet, any pet? Are you allowed to? Dog, cat, bird, hamster, guppies,goldfish, sea monkeys? Mine provide a distraction, responsibility for something other than myself, an appreciation for life and just plain fun. When they need something my focus is completely off of myself and my problems.
I don't know how I'd survive my depression and anxiety attacks without them.
I'm back, and I have to say that Black Angus burguers go perfectly with desperado beer.

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Treasure: Interesting! Well, according to wikipedia (http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Platero_y_yo), this book wasn't supposed to be for children in the first place, but rather for adults, and it was the simple tone of the text that misguided people to think of it as a children's book. Considering this, then the book isn't really hipster, but rather the audience Jiménez had in mind was an adult audience most probably well versed in French, and that's why he probably didn't feel like translating the poem from French (plus, translating poesy is very hard). Just found a link for the book in Gutenberg project btw (https://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/9980) and will try to find later the french poem to read it myself (I don't really know Spanish and used Google translate and my knowledge in french-which has some similiarities with Spanish- to read the wikipedia article I quoted). At any rate, thanks for giving me some new knowledge today! :-)
That is true. It's nor originally a children's book, but for the last 80 years it has been considered one by almost everyone It's one of those books that everybody has heard of but absolutely no one has read.

An example: I was gifted a copy, when I was 8 by someone who I don't doubt had never even opened it, but it was famous, so it must be good.

I tried reading it again as a teenager in high school, after all, its author was featured in my literature textbook, and he had received a Nobel prize. The book had been famous for more than 75 years, so it must be good right?

It was like trudging through a waist high muddy swamp, every page was a chore, every line an effort. The one thing I came away with was that, poetic prose is bad poetry that doesn't rhyme.
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donsanderson: This is totally off the wall, but.....Do you have a pet, any pet? Are you allowed to? Dog, cat, bird, hamster, guppies,goldfish, sea monkeys? Mine provide a distraction, responsibility for something other than myself, an appreciation for life and just plain fun. When they need something my focus is completely off of myself and my problems.
I don't know how I'd survive my depression and anxiety attacks without them.
Yeah. Our family has a cat, Ja'Crispy (her name changes every few months.)
She is a lifesaver some days. Other days, I just can't be cheered up :\
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Treasure: Oh wait! Again! My eyes betrayed me! o_O And the search betrayed me too! o_O again! Just found the french part-it's actually Chapter IX Ronsard-I quote it in full as it's pretty small:
I'm amazed that you took the trouble and effort to look it up. And yes, it must have beem at the beginning since I certainly was never able to advance that much in the book.

By the way, that particulary vignette, describes the author as he lies down under a tree to read a book. The story, ends up in a humorous note, when a bird, impedes further reading by shitting on the page.

Our nobel prize winner, folks, writing poop jokes. Somewhere, Seth MacFarlane is crying tears of happiness.
Post edited December 12, 2014 by j0ekerr
ZzzZzzzz

This flash sale is so slow. Any ETA on when Battle Worlds Kronos comes around again?
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donsanderson: This is totally off the wall, but.....Do you have a pet, any pet? Are you allowed to? Dog, cat, bird, hamster, guppies,goldfish, sea monkeys? Mine provide a distraction, responsibility for something other than myself, an appreciation for life and just plain fun. When they need something my focus is completely off of myself and my problems.
I don't know how I'd survive my depression and anxiety attacks without them.
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AgentBirdnest: Yeah. Our family has a cat, Ja'Crispy (her name changes every few months.)
She is a lifesaver some days. Other days, I just can't be cheered up :\
Good, cats are wonderful therapy. Some days my brain doesn't let me cheer up either. Today is one of them, it's dark and cloudy and cold, bad for me. IamSinistar mentioned this too.
My brain is a little broken, didn't used to be but it is now so I just do the best I can. Sounds odd, since I'm not able to help myself right now but I have a volunteer job at a neighborhood 'food pantry and clothes closet' helping to feed and clothe those in need. It is absolutely better therapy than my doctor, medication and therapist combined. It's the only place I have never, ever, had a panic attack. Go figure. ;) </rambling>
Post edited December 12, 2014 by donsanderson
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IAmSinistar: The call goes out, combine to make Tracker Thread Voltron! And I'll form the head!
I only have one question.

Are you heroic autobots or evil decepticons?

And would you be able to take on Devastator on a fight?
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j0ekerr: I only have one question.

Are you heroic autobots or evil decepticons?

And would you be able to take on Devastator on a fight?
That's two questions.

Definitely on the side of evil. I don't think a single thing in that picture looks benevolent, unless you count the tiny moonshineshadow badge on the pocket.

And we can hold in abeyance all enemies, because we can summon GOGbears, which prevent any action being taken.
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AgentBirdnest: Apparently it was shut down due to a massive gem duplicating exploit. It screwed up the entire market.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Duergar_%2528Dungeons_%2526_Dragons%2529]
I blame Duergar, cheating Grey Dwarves...[/url]

It's a shame that, as usual, we "can't have nice things" due to greed of others. I didn't fall for it though, and didn't waste too many cards and backgrounds on gems. Then a friend gave me some of of hers since she noticed how expensive the auctions were and figured I could trade them if nothing else. Maybe I'll play Gem Miner and give them out to various people in my friendslist, I've hardly got enough to put up for auction even if they do come back.

Also hail and well met again, thread-mates. After not quite falling asleep as planned I woke up a scant couple hours ago, had some coffee and broke my fast and did my usual perusal of fav'd sites.

Now a blasphemous question...would anyone here want to try some MP gaming, either via gog or steam? I know, I know, collecting shinies is the focus of this thread, not playing them, but I figured it can't hurt to ask:)
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IAmSinistar: That's two questions.

Definitely on the side of evil. I don't think a single thing in that picture looks benevolent, unless you count the tiny moonshineshadow badge on the pocket.

And we can hold in abeyance all enemies, because we can summon GOGbears, which prevent any action being taken.
Your avatar reminds me of Robo-Santa from Futurama. Is that intentional?:)
Post edited December 12, 2014 by Ragnarblackmane
Thanks everyone for the kind and caring replies. It really does mean a lot to me :-)
I don't want to keep making this thread depressing, so I'll wrap this up.

I think going offline for the day might do some good. I can't really go outside, so maybe I'll do something creative indoors. Work on an art project or something like that. Maybe that will be a nice change of pace, and hopefully make something feel right.

Be back tomorrow. I'll try to feel better by then :)
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IAmSinistar: Definitely on the side of evil.
The Legion is above such moral matters.
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Ragnarblackmane: Your avatar reminds me of Robo-Santa from Futuram. Is that intentional?:)
Nope. And they're not the first one to do that idea, anyway.
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j0ekerr: I only have one question.

Are you heroic autobots or evil decepticons?

And would you be able to take on Devastator on a fight?
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IAmSinistar: That's two questions.

Definitely on the side of evil. I don't think a single thing in that picture looks benevolent, unless you count the tiny moonshineshadow badge on the pocket.

And we can hold in abeyance all enemies, because we can summon GOGbears, which prevent any action being taken.
Should I take this of being the small good in the evil sale tracker? ;-)
That is nice to read as first thing after coming home :D
Post edited December 12, 2014 by moonshineshadow