that storys got everything! sex,lies,guns,submarines and an explosion

needs more werewolves
and cowbell

Great fucking news, they froze my account again :\

Recently, in Malaysia, the government create a new NGO which bears exact similarity with Nazi Germany.
This party has been spewing racist shit all the long with the support of the government.
I have to file my tax return sometime this month. I am gonna structure it in a way that I won't pay a single cent to the government.

I, for some reason, can never hold on to emotions such as hapiness and love. i dont know exactly what love is but I recently broke up with my gf, though i cant say neither of us was overly thrilled with our relationship and we barely knew anything about eachother. it seemed, up until my 16 birthday, there were plenty of minimum wage jobs, though many teens and old people seemed to jump to life and apply the same day, so i have no money for anything good, like movies, games, a cheap car, stuff like that. speaking about cars, my dad recently found a crappy truck for me so he can sell his and get a jeep (hes keeping the truck he has now out of neccesity) but with my running luck, the second i have the money for it, some douchebag will have bought it already. im friends with a psycopath, though i dont know how he got that way, and am stuck in a boring loop of school and home, where due to an extremely poor short term memory, i have crappy grades. i am trying to make a machinima, but the perso who is supposed to have my films is not responding at all and i have very close to everything set up for the rest of it.
man that felt good

WELL fuck me, but I missed out on the Hitman and Deus Ex sales on Steam...=(

Don't worry, it'll be repeated some time again for mid week sales or weekend sale.
Besides, I got mine Deus Ex series during Christmas sale and it was priced exactly like the sales that just passed.

Hopefully this will make me feel better. If not, at least it will provide someone with some entertainment.
I decided to get a fresh start and go to college because I was seriously screwing up in university. Brand new school, brand new people, brand new start.
After a couple of months into the semester, I notice this girl in my English class and for some reason, I fall for her. I don't know how and why, I just do. Every time I see her, I would get nervous and start shaking. My heart rate would increase.
After I finally work up the courage to start and talk to her, she was kind enough to allow me to use her locker. With that, I thought I had a clear chance. I finally confess my feelings towards her, like a coward via msn. This is where the "fun" begins.
She tells me that she has had an online boyfriend for five years who just recently broke off all contact with her for a couple of months. She told me that she still loves him very much despite him breaking all contact for no reason.
I am fine with this as I understand that she already has someone and I came to realize what was killing me was the not knowing if I truly had a shot. I eventually get over her in a couple of months. (The day I confessed was the day her boyfriend sent her a text message)
Fast forward to sometime late in January. The girl tells me that she likes me. I am dumbfounded, I didn't know what to think. After thinking about it for a while, the feelings I had came rushing back and I obviously wanted to go for it but she was not so inclined. She told me that it's not going to work out and that she will end up hurting me. After a lot of talking, I started to steer her to my point of view. She told me that she needed to think it through and that she will give me an answer the next day. This is the second week of February.
The Wednesday right before valentines day, guess who decides to call her? That's right, her "ex-boyfriend". Just hearing the sound of his voice, she falls in love with him again. This is just my luck.
I should mention now that she has never met this guy ever in her life, only seen pictures and heard his voice. She hasn't even webcammed with him. I "lost" to a guy who she has never met. Fantastic.
What really pissed me off is that by next week, she has lost all "feelings" for me. She was all smiles and happy while I was there, pissed off and depressed.
The sad part is, although I hate to admit this, I still have some feelings for her. Still hoping that she would come running back to me. What the hell do I do?
Sorry for the long post, if anyone wants to share their insight, I am all ears.

@ FourtySeven: I say leave her ass and find a new girl but I'm not an expert on relationships so meh.
Anyways, I really hate my school. It sucks being a freshman even though only two people pick on me because of a little pet name, Coco. Yes sir my pet name is COCO, for some reason they gave me that stupid girl name.
Also were dropping Direct Tv for cable which sucks ass because I'm losing all the music channels (over here in texas I can't find any modern rock stations :P), but at least were getting Hi-Speed internet :) so I might be able to play online which is great.

@MrWilli: Easier said than done. I see her almost every fucken day!
As for your pet name Coco, they will eventually forget about it. I had a pet name as well but no one remembers what it is now.
Also, who needs TV when you have the internets?

Agh! That sucks, FortySeven. The only real advice I can give is that you need some space. If you have to see her at school or what not, there isn't much you can do about that. However, beyond that, stay away. If she asks why, tell her honestly. If she doesn't understand that, to Hell with her.

My pet names in my first year where laser,Michael Jackson and sars.
It sucks always running into your ex at school. There was this girl who used to really like me and talk to everyday. I'm not a people person so i usually just said high and made an excuse to leave and i thought eventually like any girl who likes me she would lose interest fast but she kept doing it for months. Eventually everyone i knew started telling me to ask her out and stuff which even though i liked her i didn't want to go out with her and then her friends started telling me to ask her out or she would get impatient . So on Friday afternoon i did and she said yes. I came to school on Monday and she wasn't there. She was away all week until Friday and the first time i saw her she dumped me. It sucked bad especially since she was the first girl i had asked out ( a bit sad because i was 16).
I felt really embarrassed whenever i saw her and never talked to her again.

Mine neither :(
wait -- are we talking about the same thing?

She screwed you over, treated you with no respect and then dumped you for someone that even she doesn't know. Based on that I'd suggest telling her to fuck off every time she comes within earshot and when this mystery guy screws her over, she'll know how you feel