Posted April 15, 2018
I had a break some time last year and it lasted for about 6 months. Reason being, I bought a PS4 PRO because Horizon Zero Dawn was screaming at me... I'd never been so tormented about a game, even The Witcher 3 from a series with established love. Needless to say, I was in love and I began digging up more games, especially Japanese exclusives that were right up my alley.
During that time I only touched the PC for my Uni stuff and every day necessities.
I'd returned a short time ago in late February to discover some much desired indies here. I put the PRO away because I missed my 60fps blah blah. I found myself back in the old routine of filling my desktop with game icons, doing little with them, and spending more time on YouTube trying to find a new video that wasn't there. Toxicity from comments on YouTube and to some extent GOG among others had found a way into my veins and once again I fell into bitterness.
I see God of War on the horizon, along with Yakuza 6, Detroit: Become Human... and the I realise the other games I grabbed the PS4 for in the first place. So, once again I've unboxed that sweetheart just a few hours ago, with the realisation that I don't need my PC for games any longer. That time away, followed by a brief revisit, has shown me that despite the obvious technological superiority and flexibility the PC has - it doesn't appeal to me anymore. The amount of time I spent on gaming on the PS4 during that 6 months was without a doubt 100-fold over the last 2-3 years prior on the PC. I spent more time on forums with the PC than I did the games bought from here, and most of the time I felt compelled to find argument, and overall disagreement. I didn't touch forums once during that 6 months; I simply started up games and enjoyed them for the longest time I have in recent memory.
Sorry if that's a mess, and sorry if you felt like reading this was a waste of time. Sorry to the people I've pissed off... I don't know what else to say but sorry. I feel like I was at a good point once upon a time, but something changed and a downward spiral was my only path. I'm afraid I won't be seeing to any comments, as once I post this message I'm gone.
All the best to everyone, especially those who have been friendly to me.
Michael.
During that time I only touched the PC for my Uni stuff and every day necessities.
I'd returned a short time ago in late February to discover some much desired indies here. I put the PRO away because I missed my 60fps blah blah. I found myself back in the old routine of filling my desktop with game icons, doing little with them, and spending more time on YouTube trying to find a new video that wasn't there. Toxicity from comments on YouTube and to some extent GOG among others had found a way into my veins and once again I fell into bitterness.
I see God of War on the horizon, along with Yakuza 6, Detroit: Become Human... and the I realise the other games I grabbed the PS4 for in the first place. So, once again I've unboxed that sweetheart just a few hours ago, with the realisation that I don't need my PC for games any longer. That time away, followed by a brief revisit, has shown me that despite the obvious technological superiority and flexibility the PC has - it doesn't appeal to me anymore. The amount of time I spent on gaming on the PS4 during that 6 months was without a doubt 100-fold over the last 2-3 years prior on the PC. I spent more time on forums with the PC than I did the games bought from here, and most of the time I felt compelled to find argument, and overall disagreement. I didn't touch forums once during that 6 months; I simply started up games and enjoyed them for the longest time I have in recent memory.
Sorry if that's a mess, and sorry if you felt like reading this was a waste of time. Sorry to the people I've pissed off... I don't know what else to say but sorry. I feel like I was at a good point once upon a time, but something changed and a downward spiral was my only path. I'm afraid I won't be seeing to any comments, as once I post this message I'm gone.
All the best to everyone, especially those who have been friendly to me.
Michael.