Posted October 05, 2016
You know that dream where, years after leaving school, you find yourself back in, and you have an exam you didn't prepare for? Or worse, have to give a presentation on a subject you know nothing about, and as the entire auditorium full of students and parents and teachers and work-colleagues stares at you, and you're stammering out an apology, you also discover that you forgot to put on clothes in the morning?
Well, I've been having that dream a lot, lately! Except I keep finding myself in my trusty Sabre, completely blanking out on how to do the most basic things, like docking at a space station, operating auto-pilot, firing missiles (or knowing enough not to waste a 3,000+ credit missile on a wimpy Xenon N which will get me a measely 300 credit "thanks but no thanks" reward), evading asteroids, not accepting missions for a type of good which wouldn't ever fit into my cargo hold (this is always the clearest giveaway that I'm dreaming; any serious trader in the real world would take a single look at my ship and tell me to get lost), etc. Worst was my latest dream, where the military gave me a brand new Rapier, and instead of sensibly leaving it behind in dock until I had a use for it, dream logic told me it would be a good idea to have it fly along and "protect me", and so of course the Xenon shredded it into tiny little pieces while I was helplessly watching on.
I always wake up in a cold sweat back at whatever space station I last docked at, but it's seriously bugging me. I think I have a serious case of performance anxiety, yet no time to go see a shrink about it, as I constantly have to be on the move. I don't know what the military sees in me either, putting so much trust in me by giving me all these absolutely vital missions. Surely there's better qualified pilots available? I've been a lousy shot at best all through flight school, and have definitely gotten rusty with age; In all honesty, I'd barely classify myself as more than a novice, so I suspect politics at play as usual, just because I've got the ear of a senator (my aunt).
And sure, I have ambitions as a master trader (who doesn't, hearing about all those rags-to-riches success stories on the outernet?) - but since I'm being brutally honest with myself here anyway, I pretty much suck at it, and am still a complete opportunist. Even when I accepted the easiest milk run for a lousy 33 energy cells to deliver to the asteroid belt, I overlooked the fact that I still had my hold full with protein packs, so first had to detour all the way to Uranus to drop those off (luckily that actually made me some profit), to then hurtle back to Jupiter to buy up some energy cells and return to the asteroid belt with bare minutes to spare. And then, what do I do with my newly acquired wealth? I squander it all into expanding my cargo space so I can carry more goods; forgetting that I now have no credits left to buy any goods.
Yup, I'm doing almost as badly out here in the void as in my dreams. But oh well, I soldier on, living in hope to strike it rich some day. At least I get to see the sights, and they sure are pretty!
Note: I'm completely new to this type of game, and am purposefully not reading strategy guides or anything. I'd prefer not to get any gameplay tips at this stage, so I can really just discover it all for myself as I go along. Still busy digesting some of the information from the in game help and the manual.
Well, I've been having that dream a lot, lately! Except I keep finding myself in my trusty Sabre, completely blanking out on how to do the most basic things, like docking at a space station, operating auto-pilot, firing missiles (or knowing enough not to waste a 3,000+ credit missile on a wimpy Xenon N which will get me a measely 300 credit "thanks but no thanks" reward), evading asteroids, not accepting missions for a type of good which wouldn't ever fit into my cargo hold (this is always the clearest giveaway that I'm dreaming; any serious trader in the real world would take a single look at my ship and tell me to get lost), etc. Worst was my latest dream, where the military gave me a brand new Rapier, and instead of sensibly leaving it behind in dock until I had a use for it, dream logic told me it would be a good idea to have it fly along and "protect me", and so of course the Xenon shredded it into tiny little pieces while I was helplessly watching on.
I always wake up in a cold sweat back at whatever space station I last docked at, but it's seriously bugging me. I think I have a serious case of performance anxiety, yet no time to go see a shrink about it, as I constantly have to be on the move. I don't know what the military sees in me either, putting so much trust in me by giving me all these absolutely vital missions. Surely there's better qualified pilots available? I've been a lousy shot at best all through flight school, and have definitely gotten rusty with age; In all honesty, I'd barely classify myself as more than a novice, so I suspect politics at play as usual, just because I've got the ear of a senator (my aunt).
And sure, I have ambitions as a master trader (who doesn't, hearing about all those rags-to-riches success stories on the outernet?) - but since I'm being brutally honest with myself here anyway, I pretty much suck at it, and am still a complete opportunist. Even when I accepted the easiest milk run for a lousy 33 energy cells to deliver to the asteroid belt, I overlooked the fact that I still had my hold full with protein packs, so first had to detour all the way to Uranus to drop those off (luckily that actually made me some profit), to then hurtle back to Jupiter to buy up some energy cells and return to the asteroid belt with bare minutes to spare. And then, what do I do with my newly acquired wealth? I squander it all into expanding my cargo space so I can carry more goods; forgetting that I now have no credits left to buy any goods.
Yup, I'm doing almost as badly out here in the void as in my dreams. But oh well, I soldier on, living in hope to strike it rich some day. At least I get to see the sights, and they sure are pretty!
Note: I'm completely new to this type of game, and am purposefully not reading strategy guides or anything. I'd prefer not to get any gameplay tips at this stage, so I can really just discover it all for myself as I go along. Still busy digesting some of the information from the in game help and the manual.
Post edited October 05, 2016 by gogtrial34987