Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak.
As soon as it was dark, I left the house to go to work knowing there would be trouble when I arrived. Sitting in the front seats of the bus, I went over everything that had happened in my mind.
It had all started the previous day in the big company where I am in charge of the production. It is a manufacturing company which provides countries all over the world with its products. That week I was on the night shift in the factory. In the beginning, everything seemed normal and so what would happen never entered my head. As usual, I changed shifts with Jim, the responsible of the production in the evening, and started “working”.
My job can be summed up as a supervision of an assembly line. It usually consists of a variety of mundane tasks from ordering spare interchangeable parts to collaboration with factory workers. Following the logistics planning, already done by others, was pretty boring and tiring. I wasn’t very happy about it, but it was the only thing I got.
I had stayed in the same damn position for too long, but I couldn’t put the blame on any other than myself. You see, I used to have another one occupation that demanded precious time and concentration: WuW – the famous MMORPG. This “little” hobby had led to numerous clumsy mistakes.
Once, for instance, I was given one of the company’s cars to transfer some products to a factory. Unfortunately, I forgot the keys in the car when I had to stop to buy cigarettes and both car and products were stolen. How can this happen? How can anyone be so absent-minded? Well, it’s easy when you are on the cell phone, talking with your buddies about the next raid.
One other day, I left last from the office and because of poor security protocols, I had to lock every door and come early with the keys the next day to open for everyone. However, I woke up late after an all-nighter WuW session and all of my colleagues had to wait outside the office for me.
My careless attitude during my first work days had made me look like a black sheep in there. No matter how hard I had tried to improve my image, it didn’t seem to matter. My afterward great job performance was spoiled by those awkward moments.
Anyhow, it was the night shift and I was mostly alone in the factory. I didn’t have time to monitor the automated assembly line as guild-duty called. I couldn’t abandon my comrades. Catlysm, the third expansion pack for WuW, had just been released and we had lot of things to do. I walked away from the factory area, straight to the office building, fired up my PC and joined my guild.
Time passed very rapidly, my shift was about to end and I had to write the report concerning the production of the last eight hours. Hardly, had I turned on the factory’s mainframe to see how it was going, when I saw something unbelievable.
According to some diagrams and pie charts, the production of the factory had been halved since Jim had left and hence I was the only responsible. My heart sank and I was in despair. The next thing I knew was that I would lose my post because of the reduced amount of production and because I hadn’t told anyone in time about this. The situation seemed helpless and so I left work as quick as a flash without reporting anything and hoping that I would find a pretext at home to use the other day.
Suddenly, tire noises roused me from my thoughts and I realized I was near the company. I stepped out of the bus and a worker, who had approached me, told me that the manager wanted to see me in his office. Of course, I imagined the reason why he wanted me and I decided to tell him the whole truth. However, my heart was in my mouth when I heard him saying, “Congratulations, Stelis, you have just been promoted!”
With difficulty I managed to stammer, “Promoted? What about yesterday’s production?” and described him the events. After that, he giggled and explained to me that all these had been caused due to a computational error – the recent software upgrade to our mainframes had been buggy. I nearly died of embarrassment and he couldn’t stop laughing at me but fortunately I hadn’t lost my job – instead I was promoted.
The above experience served as a reminder, that I was unavoidably reaching a point of no return. Second chances are rare, so I decided to cancel my WuW account and not ruin my life any further.
Disclaimer: the mentioned game and its expansion pack are completely fictitious. Any resemblance to real products is purely coincidental.