Nroug7: After browsing around on the internet, i found a website that displays tendencies of people with high IQs, listed here:
underachieving
anger and frustration
high energy, intensity, fidgeting, impulsivity
individualistic, nonconforming, stubborn
disorganization, sloppy, poor handwriting
emotional, moody
low interest in details
I realised that most of these have been symptoms i may have been displaying for years (since childhood) And i recently dropped out of high school (final year) because of how boring i found it to be. I wondered if anyone here might have any idea's that would actually get me to re-focus on my education or if i could find some sort of training to be able to actually focus on normal education in the first place.
I have a feeling where you are asking about motivation to become further educated that you have already figured out the reality of failing to become educated. In simpler terms, do you want to flip burgers working under some almost as minimally educated person who is probably not as smart as you are, for very minimal income and live accordingly, or do you want a decent job and the niceties of life that go with the income having one enables you to earn?
With that question out of the way, the motivation becomes clear. You want a decent job where you can utilize the good mind God gave you and earn a decent living. You know what you need to do to attain this. There is no free lunch. There is no magic. There is simply work. That's right. You need to work your ass off and you will be rewarded.
In your case, part of working your ass off may during high school involve suffering with boredom since you are smart enough to teach the classes you are taking. I am making a big assumption there but we'll just entertain that idea for now. Let's assume that is true. So what to do?
That is easy. Take the highest level, most difficult classes your school makes available to you and do the work to earn straight A's across the board. Next, you will want to look into doing community service during your free time after school. Why? Because this is looked upon quite favorably by colleges and universities during the admissions process and also during the financial aid applications process if this applies to you.
You have very little time left to complete high school. I hope you have applied yourself and gotten good grades so far because this is going to affect who will accept you into their college or university. If not, at the very least make a stellar showing of the rest of your time and explain during admissions interviews why earlier grades are not as good and later grades demonstrate your true ability.
Now we get to the good part. When you get to college or university, you can explore many avenues of learning. Consider it an adventure of self discovery. You do not need to know who you want to be when you grow up when you first arrive there. You can figure that out during your studies while you are there.
As for challenge, a good college or university will give you all the challenge you want. It is up to you to take that on, to go above and beyond what is asked of you and to excel. Just because an assignment requires you to do x and y does not mean there is anything preventing you from also doing z and turning in something demonstrating extra effort and learning.
I challenge you to do the hard work of returning to high school, finishing it and then going on to college and earning yourself a perfect 4.0 GPA. If you are as smart as you are thinking (and I am not saying you aren't) then you are capable of this. Go do it then! You will be richly rewarded for your efforts for the rest of your life.
There is no shortcut to excellence. You have to do the work. This includes developing a gifted mind.