I've had various physical twinges - suddenly racing heartbeat for no apparent reason etc. - which have caused me to believe I was about to die. These are extremely unpleasant experiences and I'm not sure to what extent they are "real" (i.e. have physical causes) or are "psychosomatic", but I'm always mightily - almost religiously - relieved and grateful towards life when I get through them. I shouldn't smoke and drink like I have done since I was 14 years old, but I feel I need these comforts and can't see myself changing now. I was naturally athletic in my younger days but circumstances led to me to cigarettes and alcohol and this may be what kills me in the end, along with stress, but I can't see myself changing without becoming extremely unhappy.
I've had a couple of scares in car incidents : I was knocked over while running across the road when I was about 15. The car was travelling at about 25 mph on impact and I flew into the air, my wristwatch flew off etc. I got away with a badly bruised lower leg that time but I never thought I was going to die. The other time I was in the back seat of a car driven by a Royal Marine (it was his mum's car actually). I was with another friend in the back seat and we were terrified. The driver was hurtling round blind corners on country roads (single lane) at well over 60 mph. The guy was mad and we were lucky. I didn't have a "near death experience" though. I think you have to be actually, physically about to die to have one of those. Apparently your whole life flashes before you and you can see a bright light coming towards you. I don't dismiss these experiences as "made up" or products of an over-imaginative mind, or religious delusions, but I can't say I've ever had such an experience, thank goodness.
Post edited July 08, 2013 by Theoclymenus