predcon: In truth, I think I was just trying to save a few hundred bucks on therapy by getting a second opinion here, first, as to whether or not I'm crazy to think I'm not expecting too much of people. I think that decision in and of itself puts my sanity into question, but then I don't think it was ever clearly defined.
As a M.D. I have a hard time believing anything you'd see on the internet would actually be much worse than what you likely see in your job (well, mostly because you've intimated you work ER shifts).
Seriously, I don't want to see goatse pop up on my screen (IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS YOU DO NOT WANT TO) any more than you do, but I'm not sure I'd be scarred by it:)
Now, I'm with you, at work or if someone is in the room, hell no I don't click on random links. Even if I'm willing to risk the random link (and no one else is around to be offended) I usually steer clear of domains I don't trust (because I don't want my computer to get owned, more than for any sensitive brain cells I have remaining).
If you're that stressed and pissed about your job (and who isn't?) maybe take some time off. I mean, you don't want to kill yourself with stress do you? If you're pulling ER shifts I would assume you can afford a little time (even unpaid) and doctors are in short supply, so if they shitcan you, you can probably laugh it off over to the next place.