Posted February 02, 2017
I've been playing games my whole life, but I can only think of a handful of games I've ever completed: Spyro 1 (went back and completed it in my mid-twenties, when the game was now effortless to me) some old game about submarines for the ps1, which I completed using cheat codes, chrono trigger which was the first game I completed legitimately. Kingdom Hearts 1 (which I've completed several times, including a few times on hard difficulty). And, no other. Literally. Okay, I've completed the main story lines for some games like arkham city, but I never finished the side quests. I also didn't complete my first pokemon game until I was like 26 or 27, and even then all I did was defeat the elite four I never got to capture the legendary birds or mewtwo (this was on pokemon leafgreen).
I keep collecting games, even though I never finish them. I literally have piles of dozens of games I've never finished.
My problem? I hit a road block that I can never surpass and end up giving me. When I was young I would spend months playing everyday to complete a single level. Now, if I just give up after half a dozen tries.
And often times, something disastrous happens that makes it impossible for me to continue no matter how badly I want to. A few years ago I tried to complete a legacy challenge for the sims 2. I ran into a bug that made my pets unable to advance to the top of their careers, even if they met all the requirements. A year or so ago I tried to complete neverwinter nights 1. I was going through the final area for chapter 1, and my rogue kept dying every fight, forcing me to backtrack to retrieve him just so I could advance. I just got sick of having to walk back through the same damn dungeon after every single fight just so my worthless little henchmen could unlock a door for me to the next area. I also have legend of grimrock. First playthrough, I got into an area full of those fire elemental things that I couldn't beat. I don't know why, I had killed plenty before, I think the area just had too many for me to handle. I tried a second time, with a better designed party, and I couldn't even make it that far.
Why is this? Why can't i ever complete a game? No matter how hard I try, something goes wrong that makes it impossible for me to finish. I hardly even want to try anymore. Hell, I've had games where my computer busted in the middle of a play through, causing me to lose my save file. A while ago my subscription to dc universe online expired. I had a deal where I got legendary membership at a bargin, but that was with an old credit card so I couldn't renew it. Yeah, I could get another, but that would've cost me 3 times as much unless I could give them the number for a card that didn't exist anymore. I was forced to stop playing right then and there. Yeah.
I honestly believe I'm fucking cursed. I obviously have really shitty luck, both in my games and real life. Its a miracle I'm still alive to give you an idea. Honestly, there's no rational reason why I should still be alive, or even have a home.
Everyone thinks your delusional if you believe in luck, for me its over overwhelmingly obvious that luck exists. Seriously, if I actually spent more time outside I'd probably get struck by lightning or hit by a car in the middle of my own front yard or some shit like that.
Is there anything I can really do to change this? I doubt finding a four-leaf clover or some stupid shit like that would really make a difference. Besides, I'd probably get bitten by a snake while doing that if I tried.
I keep collecting games, even though I never finish them. I literally have piles of dozens of games I've never finished.
My problem? I hit a road block that I can never surpass and end up giving me. When I was young I would spend months playing everyday to complete a single level. Now, if I just give up after half a dozen tries.
And often times, something disastrous happens that makes it impossible for me to continue no matter how badly I want to. A few years ago I tried to complete a legacy challenge for the sims 2. I ran into a bug that made my pets unable to advance to the top of their careers, even if they met all the requirements. A year or so ago I tried to complete neverwinter nights 1. I was going through the final area for chapter 1, and my rogue kept dying every fight, forcing me to backtrack to retrieve him just so I could advance. I just got sick of having to walk back through the same damn dungeon after every single fight just so my worthless little henchmen could unlock a door for me to the next area. I also have legend of grimrock. First playthrough, I got into an area full of those fire elemental things that I couldn't beat. I don't know why, I had killed plenty before, I think the area just had too many for me to handle. I tried a second time, with a better designed party, and I couldn't even make it that far.
Why is this? Why can't i ever complete a game? No matter how hard I try, something goes wrong that makes it impossible for me to finish. I hardly even want to try anymore. Hell, I've had games where my computer busted in the middle of a play through, causing me to lose my save file. A while ago my subscription to dc universe online expired. I had a deal where I got legendary membership at a bargin, but that was with an old credit card so I couldn't renew it. Yeah, I could get another, but that would've cost me 3 times as much unless I could give them the number for a card that didn't exist anymore. I was forced to stop playing right then and there. Yeah.
I honestly believe I'm fucking cursed. I obviously have really shitty luck, both in my games and real life. Its a miracle I'm still alive to give you an idea. Honestly, there's no rational reason why I should still be alive, or even have a home.
Everyone thinks your delusional if you believe in luck, for me its over overwhelmingly obvious that luck exists. Seriously, if I actually spent more time outside I'd probably get struck by lightning or hit by a car in the middle of my own front yard or some shit like that.
Is there anything I can really do to change this? I doubt finding a four-leaf clover or some stupid shit like that would really make a difference. Besides, I'd probably get bitten by a snake while doing that if I tried.
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