Today my mental and physical health was noticeably better than the past half week. I managed to go out four times today, twice for groceries (once at the supermarket and once at the store with ecological food), once to throw empty jars and bottles in the glass container and once to get my medication. And the bad weather that coincided with my bad mood in the beginning of this week had gone, so not only have I bought vital vitamins with fresh food, I've had sunshine on my skin as well today. All that feeling a bit better stuff started with going to bed early yesterday and sleeping off a bit of the tiredness of the past period.

Two out of the five people responsible for ruining my life beyond repair and who happen to be in hand's reach for me currently, had a big disagreement between them with an epic (verbal and shouting) fight. Both got their blood pressure sky-high, almost got a stroke and both collapsed, almost falling ill. Even though i knew it was a staged theater act, i still pretty much enjoyed the spectacle and savored each and every second. I am very happy that maybe fates will spare my life and what is left out of it, and might, just might, allow me to watch my mortal enemies croak all by themselves, without need of me to ultimately stain my hands in the sh*t liquid those vermin villains have inside their bodies. (blood)

The gods might punish injustice after all. I can make do with a destroyed life; but i cannot make do with those sh*tty entities going around me and even insulting me daily, after destroying me completely. Life, i can cheat, but injustice i cannot avenge. Cannot harm another human, even though i tried to many times; cannot become like them.

Those shops usually had great communities. I remember mine pretty well.

I seem to have successfully educated at least 2 people in another topic.

(Of course, then a different user made a post containing a personal attack on me, but that's another story.)

The Captain.

BUDEJOVICE, FOXWORKS, ZEOGOLD & MCHACK made me happy today :-)

Slept well tonight and found the calm and energy to shave my head (my normal haircut is 3 mm long hair, by the time it comes close to 10 mm I feel like a hippy). Too exhausted now to do anything else on the to do, but at least this achievement is accomplished.

Computer game analogies is one of the ways of dealing with my poor mental health by the way. Seeing something that takes effort to accomplish as an achievement to be unlocked. Achievements that need to be unlocked on a daily basis for instance is 'freshen up and get dressed', 'eat a piece of fruit', 'prepare a mail', several times a week I try unlocking the achievement 'walk or ride a bike for at least half an hour outside'. It really helps getting myself over the mental hurdles.

I passed the exams i sat a few months back with an almost perfect score... Even though i am not exactly a youngster anymore... Even though i didn't have much time to read... And even less positive psychology to concentrate on the task (doubly so with all those booby-traps and pussy-cats i deal with almost daily, lol)! Took them a damn long time to rate the exam papers of the participants, everyone here works like snails in public department and bureau. For once i feared the entire of 2016 would go to complete waste, lol...

Time to become a licensed bodyguard, then. I am going to enjoy that 9mm handgun, for sure! And not a moment too soon, either; just in time, this is the weapon of choice for the first dan! Now to hypnotize that psychiatrist to hand me the warrant ( :P ) and cut off TCM concoctions for a week or more, so the blood analysis will be like that of a normal human's...

And i am in action, in the force! Ninja vigilante for the win! Banzai!

Question.
What is bad weather to you. I am not going to judge. I just trying to frame your post.

for me.
Hmm.
bad weather.
I LOVE Lots of cold weather with snow but only if I am in the house warm or dressed for it.
Rain.
I LOVE rain because it washes all the crap away(Literally some times)
Again if you are dressed for it, Rain light of heavy can be awesome.

Playing the computer, with my son on his asking me how to spell Indominous rex for his Scribleknots (spelling??) game he was playing was pretty fun. He is 6 FYI.
Warm fire on a very cold Canadain day -40 today. That made me happy too.
Not working as well.



I wish you all Happiness how ever you find it.

Wait a minute, -40 Celsius is -40 F. Where in Canada do you live? It wasn't that cold in Alaska today. ;P

Okay I added two degrees it was -38.
But that was with Wind Chill. And the wind was Chilly.
It was Easter Ontario.
Last three days we have had the Jet stream nicely pull arctic air down and bath us in awesome..... OH MY GOD MY EYES FROZE OPEN and my Snot froze solid.
As I am Canadian. Celsius

I think you may have ousted me for being the most remotely located forum member. XD

WAIT, did you mean to say Eastern or Easter?

The bad weather here in Holland that day was lots of storm and rain. The kind of day you'd rather stay inside. I didn't make the connection with my bad mood at first, but when later on I heard (mentally healthy) people saying they're mood was negatively influenced by the weather as well it was nice to be able to lay the blame on a common phenomena shared by people, mentally ill and stable alike, to put the guilt on. Made me feel less different.

33 years I've never seen that happen. One guy I didn't hate died once though.