Me and my dad hugged today.

You're doing good stuff with your dad. Good for you.

Spring sunshine and t-shirt warmth. I really need to move to somewhere that has at least 9 months of sun.

The fact that certain people, and many on that too, try non-stop to make me unhappy by numerous and various means. I enjoy to watch them struggling in vain, waste their efforts thinking that they harmed me (when in fact they make me laugh hard), wasting precious time simply to tail me (some of them) and minor money (like public transportation tickets).

And what makes me really happy? Even though they do all this to "force me out of certain goods" (certain social aspects one chief among them), i end up making a full grab right under their nose! It's so pathetic, that it is actually laughable and entertaining, amusing beyond simple joy! Wah ha ha ha!

A good looking women smiled at me [maybe out of fear!]

Feeling the love and generosity of people on these forums from the insomnia aftermath giveaway! I put myself out there a bit and what I got back was great (and I don't mean the items, I mean the caring!!! the gifts are great, too, of course! But, wow, the caring!) I came here to spread that awesome feeling! THANKSTHANKSTHANKS to good people, aside from myself benefitting from their goodness, it is great to see all the love and generosity that people have.

My chef finally smiled at my dish plate that I made without knowing that I could see him. It means the world to me seeing someone be even a little happier than they were before, especially being someone as my boss. Now If I could go and finally play Legend of Grimrock it would be one of the best days I had.

Hardened off my first batch of tomato plants today (Rutgers Reds). 12 plants transplanted up into 1 gallon pots, put outside on a calm cloudy day. So far not a single casualty to the big move to nature for them. Pretty happy about my green thumb at this point. My first year gardening didn't go so well. Put a whole tray of about 40 plants outside, wind picked up and killed every single one of them. Was so mad I kicked my seedling tray across the yard and gave up on tomato plants for that year.

I think this year will be better. Practice makes (almost) perfect.

Taking these photos from my newfound camping home (link to GOG post that links to GoogleDrive links)

lotsathings. but to let you enjoy something that can be shared:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqD6kgLYSgk
Entheogenic's Golden Cap record, especially the second track Sideways is an awesome spring-starter :)

This totally brightened up my morning. I love the optimism!

Talking on the phone with my best friend who's far away from where I am.

Let me know if you would like any advice, I know there is tons of information out there, but I would be glad to help if you like!

Realising that no matter how much shit that I cop from people who do not understand me, my life or my the shit that I have been through, that I still have "me" at heart, and that I kinda like me, fuck ups and all :)