Posted July 28, 2018
SpecShadow: Everytime I finish some big game, I mean the one from "wanted to finish it for years" I get myself hit by some kind of boredom and hollowness feeling where even good games give no fun. Can't explain it.
I know exactly how you feel, I felt the same way after playing Deus Ex Human Revolution a couple years ago, a game I played twice in a row, despite never doing so with any game, since I started working on my backlog a few years ago. After that game, my expectations had increased to such a level that all other games seemed so bad as to not even be worthy of my time. Although, I knew that they were only bad in comparison with something I knew to be great and still felt like they were worth playing. I've felt like that in periods and afterwards I've occasionally found a game that makes me think "oh, this is the good stuff", but then I give some lesser game a chance, because I can't just play the ones I know I love (that's how I ended up with my backlog) and I'm back to thinking "why I am wasting time on this". I don't really know the best way to cure such gaming blues, if it's by only playing games in your "bound to be great" list or to try to slowly work your way down to less great games or the reverse. Expectations are tricky.
I tried to prevent my disappointment by slowly working my way up my "most anticipated games" list, so that each game would feel better than the previous one, but perhaps I started too low. After playing and being disappointed by Enslaved: Odyssey to the West and Hunted: the Demon's Forge, I entirely lost interest in gaming and every attempt to start a new game (Sleeping Dogs, Saint's Row 2, Arx Fatalis) ended in disappointment, because they werent great from the start. Its been roughly 4 months since that happened, but right now, I'm just starting to get back to my previous joy of gaming, thanks to avoiding stuff in games that annoy me.
Saint's Row 2, that I'm playing right now, has lots of side missions and you have to do them to gather enough "respect" to unlock story missions, but I only choose the ones I like (and struggle with the completionist in me that wants to clear them all, raise that % completed statistic to the max). Have started to play Arx Fatalis again as well and will play Sleeping Dogs later, although its "leaving mission area!" and other BS really pisses me off.
Enslaved and Hunted have very good parts (graphics, characters, voice acting), but bad combat and general gameplay. I feel I am getting more annoyed and less able to put up with the flaws of games than I used to (feeling that they make the whole game stink), but I've also bought more games that I'm uncertain I'd really enjoy, because of Steam sales and other ridiculously cheap offers, as well as my own ambition to broaden my horizons.