fr33kSh0w2012: Like when I DIED 5 times on the way to hospital <snip>
Sounds rough. I know you told me you had issues, and you couldn't lift anything over 5lbs because of it.
I know we are both autistic, although to different levels, and over the last twenty years I've grown out of most of my more
obvious autistic traits. Your situation, life and household sounds like it has been much much worse (
and over 22 years); Yes that would grate on anyone over a long period of time. And I'm sorry i can't help you get in a better place. My own issues the last ~14 hasn't been easy either, though I'm in a better place now although my attention span is a bit shorter than it used to be.
But a word of advice? Being loud and annoying doesn't get your point across, it just makes people downvote to make your post disappear, not because they disagree or because they hate you or anything but I see a lot of posts that i just skip past because they don't really get to the point or are too unrelated to the thread in general.
There's a balance of how much you can say and how much you can rant or talk in caps before people just ignore you, and will ignore you as a whole. Best to distill your answers to concise and short replies, and don't be negative. If you disagree with something then disagree but as a sound argument, not as just a personal feeling. If it's feelings alone probably ignore it and let it pass by. In the end it doesn't really matter, there have been flame wars over programs and OSes and consoles and none of them lead to anything.
As a friend once loves to say 'Take what you want and leave the rest'