Mafwek: As somebody who actually owns it here, I would say: Don't be.
MadalinStroe: What do you mean, do you not like the game? Do you find it clunky?
How should I put it, it's one of the games with biggest potential ruined by insane amount of jank. I find it like even buggier Stalker (but for third person melee games instead of open world FPS), without mods to fix it or improve it.
Another thing, I get pissed off by it's fanboys who consider it better than Dark Souls, when they are vastly different games.
Short answer, yes it's clunky, but pretty unique experience with it's strong points; but it's greatly overrated by fanboys.
Mafwek: What's important is how you feel inside. I'm 27 feeling 45... which is why I am currently playing A Hat in Time, so I can feel like I am 12:-)
tinyE: Well, when I turned 27 I had just finished up four months of intense chemo therapy, so I guess relative to then I feel great. :P
Damn, that sucks... but if you really do feel better now, than then you gotta be the real life Benjamin Button!