Grrr. I am deprived even from the joy of revenge. Plus, i am teased and provoked on a somewhat regular basis... Damn, shit, plow it all! Even though that horrible ex of mine from before lives half a town away, now she wanders in my neighborhood casually! No no no, i am not even allowed the luxury to forget and get a break! Once i run into her with her merry classmates in my local luna park days ago and today, she walks carefree right before my eyes, as i were going shopping! What's worse, she still has that awful hairstyle (rasta) that she had in her stolen online video with that 40+ years old bastard who fucked her raw and her belly hasn't yet grown even an inch!
Not even rightful revenge, not even the soothing feeling of vengeance i am allowed to taste, so as to soothe my crushed soul, my betrayed heart and my murdered dreams... Well, guess what? Revenge is done right only when somebody sees to it, nothing is on auto pilot, news flash, god damn!
Not only she hasn't been punished for her evil, shitsouled deeds against me before, the injustice and my suffering, not only she does horrible, abominable deeds and enjoys herself even (the very same things she accused me of having done to her while i never did... instead i loved her) in the process somehow, but she sneaks away completely unpunished and unharmed!
Now i know for certain 2 things:
1) There is no god
2) There is no justice
3) Justice is not blind, people simply popped her eyeballs out
The only thing i am looking forward to, now, is for that fucking chance to finally appear in the near future; so i can get down to business and repay the stinking favors i owe to 5 certain people with my own two hands.
Post edited September 03, 2016 by KiNgBrAdLeY7