Why on earth do we have this usless fistula that does nothing. In fact you wouldn't even know you had one unless it became infected... then you would know.... THEN YOU WOULD KNOW.... THEn... ahhh fakkk... bloodly hurts...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anal_fistula

You have my undying sympathy. Anything "Anal" and "Infected" is immediately bad news.

My laptop continues to show how it has aged like milk. I end up having to reboot the damn thing immediately after the desktop loads up because Windows Explorer ends up not working or the bottom bar gets all messed up with icons overlapping each other and becoming utterly useless.

It sadly wasn't always like this. In summer 2007, I had gotten this laptop (my first computer that I truly owned) and it was working beautifully despite the things I had heard about Windows Vista at the time. During my senior year at college (2010-2011) or perhaps earlier, it started getting extremely slower with the blue waiting circle appearing too often whenever I am just trying to start Firefox.

I may have to get this thing cleaned out of memory but if I won at least $10,000; I would buy a way better, more powerful Windows 7 laptop.

My friend and former colleague has both anal fistula and Crohn's disease. At least you don't have multiple large scars on your belly after several operations and problems with your inestines....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crohn%27s_disease
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And to "contribute" to this topic:

I have met one girl and we had great time together. In fact, for those three weeks we were together, I had much better time, than with my ex over the whole year (my rant about this one is earlier in this thread). Heck, she lives 60 km away and she had more time for me over those weeks, than my ex had over several months..... And yesterday she told me she made a mistake. That she thought is ready for a relationship, but she wasn't. She told me she needs time, but she doesn't promise me anything. So basically I've been bitchslapped and I can search for a new relationship, because I don't believe something will happen out of it...

/sigh

That sounds like a machine in serious need of a format & reinstall

I didn't know they were that expensive.

Anyhow, I'm getting rid of my bicycle. It has been the most unreliable thing I have ever owned (even worse than the HP laptop that broke down three times in just under three years), and I wasn't terribly surprised when it gave up again yesterday. I'm going to check some bike shops tomorrow or the day after, and I'll only buy from one that agrees to a part-exchange deal. I'll be happy to see the old piece of rot gone.

I should have mentioned that I say $10,000 because there are a bunch of other stuff I would pay for before getting a new laptop like paying off student loans.

You know what, every time I see a girl a find attractive and I feel like approaching her but don´t it makes me feel like a complete pussy.

At night it just makes me feel like shit every time a girl gave me a "please talk to me look" but I just stand there or pass by her and her friends and say/do nothing.

It just crushes my heart, and makes it harder for me to fall asleep.

I think I need a friend or someone to give me a one hell of a good slap to the face every time I fail to do what a man is supposed to do. FUCK!!!

I dunno... despite everything bad I've heard about Bodycount, I still sorta want to try it. I mean, heck... one of my favorite games of the current gen is Far Cry 2, so...:P

I had a long conversation with my aunt today about women and how I feel like there is no real love in this world, just people trying to get something out of it. Her response was: "yeah that's true, women never really love you they're just looking for a provider, a father, a dick, whatever. Next time go into it with your eyes open and cut the movie romance bullshit."

It was both extremely depressing and strangely uplifting.

Yeah, I was a bit sad the day I learned that. Since then I've been glad for knowing it, though. It's not women, per se, it's people and the genetic impetus that's made us so successful as a species. Of course, popping out kids doesn't make you happy, it just propagates your genes:)

I've had that revelation like 4 times before, but every time you meet a new girl and fall for her you convince yourself again that it could be something really romantic and loving.

Ah I see, you're just an optimist;)

QFT

My lesson in this was very expensive.

I agree with your aunt, but doesn't that include also you (and everyone else for that matter)? If we define love as some kind of "unconditional love where all you care about is the happiness of the other person", then no one would be that concerned that the person in question would fall in love with him/her, if there is someone better (for him/her) in the vicinity.

If you badly want someone (anyone) to care about you and fall in love with you, I'd call that selfish, but still normal. It is only human.

Well said, I wholeheartedly agree.