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I looked in your recent posting history and you want to scam people. So that is 1 reason why most hate you on top of the stuff you did in the past.

Plus it seems like you serious personal problems and need to get help.

don't mistake it for a stamp of approval, I just am tired of negativity, I still think you need to go on a massive effort to improve your life, yourself and your attitudes, also can the "I am going to kill myself" attitude I have seen in this thread. This is not a pity party.

Start trying to be a better person and you will find that people like you more.
I was once a shithead, but I grew up and stopped being a shithead.

You might want to try following your own advice...

Dammit so you're back already? I thought staff gave you 1 month leave.

============================He does that to me too.....well a bit different, though......he pesters me in many threads despite saying he wants nothing to do with me. Funny how that means(to him) following me everywhere on the forums and complaining about me when he can.



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To me it sounds like Op has some mental issues and cannot be held 100% responsible for his words/etc.....as such I pity him, if that is true, and wish he gets better & is able to enjoy life and treat others fairly/be treated the same himself by others.

Fairfox pwese gib me ggggaaammmmmmeeeeesssss XD

Joking aside OP needs a counseling. Or if alrady have one, stay committed to it. Ranting here could only do so much

I do. I mean occasionally, I get a little devious mean streak in me, but I've never referred to people as sub human or called for the genocide of complete nations because the color of their skin was unsavory to me. Some attitudes are unforgivable, no matter where in the political spectrum of humanity you fall. There are levels of depravity I'm not willing to delve.

You know what? That's great. I don't wish him ill, I just wish his attitude and racist remarks not to grace this forum again. He earned his perma ban and I hope he finds the help he needs. It obviously isn't here. I don't want anyone to suffer from mental disability, nor do I think suicide is the answer. I also don't feel suicide should be so stigmatized. If people want to die, that's their decision to make.

That being said, the OP's call for attention means he doesn't want to die, he wants pity and attention. What he needs is help and again, no one here can give him that.

I agree it's likely no one here can likely give OP peace, but friends/those one identifies with can go a long way, and he would need to be with some people(online or off) who can tolerate his outbursts and take away what good there may be/encourage more good from him in order for him to start to heal somewhat(imo).

I am not saying a forum should be forced to take such on, but just pointing that out fwiw.

And yet, here we are discussing it. I'm not the one begging for attention and threatening suicide in exchange for pity on a gaming forum. OP is pathetic. You're not as smart as you wish you were, nor half as witty, and this whole thread is a great source of entertainment. But please, try and hurt my little feelings some more. It's amusing, like a puppet of a monkey dancing on a stage. Dance, little monkey.

Yeah, you're just the one giving it.

The correct response is to ignore it if you think it's phony.

Says the person giving the OP exactly what he wants, assuming he is doing it for one of the potential reasons you think he's doing it for.

Fuck your feelings.

You mad about something for real, man? Your posts are coming off as kinda angry. I hope you're just trolling me. Please be trolling. I'd hat e to think you got legit angry over an online message board post or two.

I'm sorry if I actually offended you, cause it was all in good fun. I'ma stop posting on this thread now cause it's not fun when people get angry for real. See you on the next one.

i would wish if the people here would stop arguing because of me.. it's a little embarassing i just don't want to cause more problems if possible..

so i was thinking today about what people said.. not just here but many others too, and it seems that i truly got what i deserve or maybe even better considering the chances i had and missed.. this changes some things in my mind or what's left of it.. first it would mean that i really got no reason to hate anybody anymore no matter what may happen because well, i'm the problem not tinye or anybody else.. this gives me some kind of small peace of mind - i think that even if the end comes for me, of course i'd still be angry and scared but there's no point in being angry at others because i guess it's not their fault. i often heard about karma, that my actions will come back at me and i can hurt myself by hurting others? but i also once read in bible something about jesus coming back in some chariots of fire? how was i supposed to know what's true or false.. it's like horoscopes - some people say they're unholy, others say it's simply science and then there's me who just knows a romanian website with horoscopes which usually work. and they work well since 2002 when i first heard about that website. i don't remember the details but all i did was to visit some romanian site which was like a guide for the internet. and they had a textfield where you had to enter your email address, i did that and one day i received a message in my email with a list of interesting websites. i guess some things, if not all, i have to figure them out by myself without much help.. it's so weird it's like the craziest idea i ever thought because i was thinking my whole life that others are to blame for my mysery and that i'm always the victim... and now suddenly i think the opposite.. either i was always blind and now i'm beginning to understand things just a little or i'm just going completely hopelessly crazy.. but still i can't ignore reality and then everybody speaks too.. and even if people wouldn't talk or show disapproval, this path clearly goes downhill fast and i must really try something else. so i don't see any other options than stop trying to cause harm, stop hating and if i can, then i should try to be helpful in any way too,,. this sounds idk? good?.. like some new beginning?.. i definitely don't want to fool myself and get hopeful just because i got this weird idea in my head overnight.. EVEN IF i'll survive my current problems, which i doubt, then i've got a truly long road ahead until i'm at least accepted by society - like some poor sad miner who works day and night just to pay his rent and not be considered a pain in the ass.. it's like working all your life for the single purpose of surviving from a day to the next without time for fun, for talking or anything else.. i really don't see myself doing something so hard.. over the years, when i felt good enough, there were times when i really tried to get a job. but in the end, i never worked anywhere even 1 hour in my whole life. there are people who work all their lives even if they have way too much money and too little time to spend it - they simply don't work for money, they do it to help others i guess.. like some real old politicans who'll do their job until death. i don't really understand what drives them to work when they can rest, what they want or feel while working. so i should definitely try to be nice but i think i'll never feel any satisfaction in helping others. if i'd help others then i'd only do it because i'd HOPE that life would get better..

THEN LEAVE!

In fact, then why is he still here!?
He comes in admitting that he is using an alt because he was banned for life, but he's still here.

Forget what you think of me, or what you think of him. I'm not talking about who deserves or deserved what or who should be and shouldn't be kicked, or who is a troll, and who is a cancer and who gets treated unfairly. I don't care who wants who gone or doesn't want gone. I'm not talking about rep or people being censored or threads being unnecessarily closed. Forget all that. The fact is, whether or he not deserved it HE WAS banned for life, and yet he is still posting.

So what the fuck did they even ban him for!? XD
Shit, if a perm ban means you still get to hang out in the forum and make posts, then I'm going to start perm banning people.

Paladin, GreasyDogMeat, morolf! YOU'RE ALL BANNED FOR LIFE! :P

Fender, timppu, nightcrawler, YOU'RE ALL BANNED!

Say, this is easy!

C'mon, one of you try it! Someone ban me for life. You know you want too. XD

You can't know that if you haven't tried it...you could start by gifting me a few games. That would be a really good deed and might go a long way to turning your karma back to positive.