Finally caught up! And then I had to go back to where I joined and reread stuff addressed to me. I admit I had a skip a bit, and totally can't fault Ix from freely admitting he couldn't read through it all. I almost wish I had done the same. But anyhoo...
First off, for people wanting an "explanation" for doc's comment, I've got to say I'm with bler here. What response exactly are you wanting? Whatever I say, people who think I'm scum (or people who want me to be lynched) will continue along that line.
People here have a habit of obsessively overreading text to mean fantastical things, which is a bit bothersome to me, because I don't super-carefully choose my wording, and it's a bit annoying to carry a conversation where the slightest wrong inflection or phrasing could turn people into a frothing lynch mob.
BUUUUT, since we're obsessively overanalysing words communicated anyhow, here's what doc originally
docbear1975: *Ducks* I'm trying not to be all over the place. Cristi asked why I voted for Quad, and I responded. There has been a lot of back and forth (discussion wise) on lx. He has a convenient wagon forming, and with so many players, scum could throw one of their own under the bus, so to speak.
It's pretty late, and I'm really tired. And I probably just posted a bunch of gibberish.
The funny thing here is that of all the accusers, it can't even be decided WHAT is the suspicious part of this statement. Some say that because doc thought both Ix and Quad were scum, she's scum. I mean, I too get the understanding that doc considered both Ix and Quad scum from her statement, but I don't quite see how that specific statement implicates her/me as scum. Some say that the statement has some implicit understanding about the size of the scum team, which makes doc/me scum- this is an even weirder understanding, which I really don't get.
Ironically enough, doc's statement about convenient wagons for scum to gather on (not the part of gathering around a scum target, of course ¬_¬) seems to have ended up applying to her/me. Which is what I meant by what I said that "I don't think there are that many bad judges of character here". I wasn't seeking leeway, simply making an observation.
Alright, now as to my own observations divorced from my position as the closest to lynch...
Is really hard, because again, knowing how I'm not scum, but also knowing it may seem a petulant tit-for-tat revenge vote if I take such immediate action, it just seems to convenient that the wagon grew as it did. I'm just not sure who is the most appropriate to vote for from that. Quad had voted for me a while back, so I'm not sure is the best choice, could have simply seen a convenient line of questioning that was then exploited by someone else.
Anyhow, since we still seem to be suffering from a confusion as to the nature of this situation and as to whether the usual mafia game tactics are appropriate currently, some action-taking flavour from me:
[i]Laura approaches a large group sitting together at the community home timidly. She clears her throat in hopes of getting their attention, and when unsuccessful, finally raps her knuckles on the table and gets everyone's attention.
"Hello all, there's something I want to say, that I wish I had said earlier, so I hope you'll all forgive me. As much as I enjoy Oakwood and the have had growing affection for the people here, seeing as I'm more used to animals as companions and their simpler ways, it's always a bit of a challenge to bring up difficult matters. And this is possibly the most difficult of them all. But I've been mulling it over, and I feel I must communicate this to you all.
Whatever attacked poor Julie wasn't regular wolves. I'm sure even you all know that regular wolves don't behave anything like that. But a closer look showed me that the attack couldn't have at all taken place without human involvement, and not just one person. If not through some really insane training, then through...something much darker, God protect us.
The more troubling issue is that I feel we've been manipulated by this same people. The bulk of our town was convinced to relocate, leaving only the stubborn or elderly behind, making it open season for whatever is attempting to hunt us. I'd have recommended that we follow our brethren to Nashua, but now I feel that it is our duty to rid our home of whatever these demonic forces are. Because they are now among us, and within us, possibly even at this very table."
Laura thumped her hand again hard on the table, having surprised even herself at her extended speech. She glared around the table at everyone, trying to hide her fear.[/i]
Right. So if I turn out to be wrong, and drealmer takes us in some completely different direction...oops, I guess? Meanwhile, I'd say it is time to openly and even flavourly investigate and vote someone to lynch.