I heard a loud bang that startled me awake, but after no further noise was heard, I went back to sleep.

While it makes sense to keep an eye on me (I would be too) that would certainly be a silly tactic for someone who is so noticeably vocal most of the time. Of course, WIFOM.

However, I was lynched D1 my last 2 games (as town vanilla) and killed N1 in the other last game, so I am simply trying to avoid that this game. Yes, scum try to avoid lynches too, but, so does a player who hasn't made it past D2 in a few games. Note that it is also beginning of spring and I have a lot of outdoor work to do that I've not had all winter.

I seriously don't know what to do at this point either. I have lots of theories and possibilities and I'm simply not sharing them because doing so usually gets me lynched and my thoughts typically have more conviction than they do currently (another reason I'm not really tempted to be spewing theories.)

My first impression of the game was that we are in a mental ward of some sort and are all convinced we had roles that we don't actually have much or any power relating to, some here are bad, some here are good, and it's hard to tell since we're all patients.

My 2nd impression of the game is 2 or 3 powerful mafia with a lot of red-herring town roles that possibly could be puzzled together to figure things out, if only we would work together (seems impossible, apparently) and 1 or 2 SKs depending on the # and power of the mafia.

My 3rd impression of the game leads me to think similar to my 1st impression, but that we are all completely harmless unless provoked/stirred up and made crazy by blood.

Things I will share that may or may not get my killed (lynch or NKed), because we are really at a wall here it seems and maybe some things I will say will help others, I can hope.

I believe there is at least 1 SK in the game because there is a mention of SKs in my 1st PM. HOWEVER, it very well could be bogus flavor made to deceive, there is not a definitive way to tell from the PM and bler could very well just be messing with me/us/my character. I find krypsyn trying to push the vigilante idea a bit suspicious in this setup, regardless of my assumed knowledge about SKs, and think he very well could be the SK (or one of them.) I wonder if wyrm would be willing to investigate him and see what result he gets if he lives to D3? Wyrm, if you agree to investigate krypsyn, I will remove my vote from you/not want to lynch you today.

I also received a N1 PM with a few possibly helpful bits of information, or possibly just the mod. fucking with me/us/my character. It said my D1 attempt at brokering peace among us all failed and now a town cop is dead. Is this confirmation that CSPVG was a town cop, or just my character's belief since that was the flip. Regardless, I believe CSPVG was a town cop.

In both of my PMs it also suggests doubt to my character that there is any mafia at all. Obviously we've had a mafia flip, so I am just sharing the information for context and a bigger picture sort of thing. I also have doubt given via PM that there is anyone capable of killing anyone here at all (obviously another piece of misleading character information, as obviously we've had deaths.)

Let me go on to say that I find it possible that I am the only truly sane person here, and you're all crazy, and it is my job to convince you all of this, get you all to vote no-lynch, and win the game that way. Why do I think this? Because I like crazy theories that I see an avenue of possibility for, and bler is the moderator.

I had PM issues the past hour that were delaying my reference checking. Now I'm all caught up, it seems.