Fairfox: Finally stopped gettin' up at, liek, 4:30am to walk for two hours. Too cold 'n' it was takin' its toll on my fragile frame. I've aaalso tried to eat better (...as in moar) lately but it's scary putting weight on.
timppu: Sorry to ask bluntly, but do you have an eating disorder? Two hour walks every morning and "trying to eat better"... Hopefully I am just reading too much into it. Don't be too hard on yourself.
Putting on weight isn't scary at all, I do that every now and then. It is more like sometimes I just forget to eat, like two days ago I ate a small breakfast (a small oatmeal, one apple and coffee)... and the next time I "remembered" to eat was around 8pm.
My BMI currently appears to be 29.38 which is on the upper side of "slightly obese", almost at "remarkably obese"... but I don't feel fat! I tend to think lots of it is muscle, even though I don't even go to gym at the moment. Oh and I have a rather big head too which must weight a ton.
i saw another anorexic girl on youtube with username risaisafox. it seems like anorexic girls have some kind of fantasy about foxes... :(
