AgentBirdnest: Thanks, Akh. Much appreciated. I actually
am feeling better today, yes. My recent complaints seem to be medication-related, which kinda sucks because my doc and I agree that I
really shouldn't stop taking it. For now, I just need to wait for this stuff to pass, which thank(hope)fully, it seems to be doing.
I hate those phases you speak of, but I guess if you can find something good out of it, then it's a great thing. I usually just realize too much about myself, and
keep realizing it without doing anything about it, which I don't think is what you are supposed to do :-p
*big sleep-inducing hug* ;-)
Glad to hear you're feeling better today. Medication problems can really suck. Some of the meds I'm on often seem to offer more complications and frustrations than anything else. I'm reaching a point where I've been holding solids (and, likewise, my medications) down much more successfully more often, only now I find that I've fallen out of the habit of *remembering* to take them, so the occasional withdrawals and other issues like to surface from time to time. I actually tried creating some reminder "tasks" in Microsoft Outlook, but I've found that I just click "dismiss" when they pop up before even thinking to read what it was I was being reminded about. Not quite as useful that way. ;)
I'm usually the same way with phases like this, where I just get stuck in the sh*tty realizations and don't actually do anything with them but maybe mope about for a little while and then forget again, or don't, but ultimately no actual progress gets made. I feel like this time is one of those times though where a lot of things have been razed to the ground, but I'm of a much better mind to rebuild things in ways that make more sense. The feeling like an idiot for not having figured this crap out already part isn't cake, of course, but I'm a bit of a career idiot, so it's a comfortable and familiar feeling. ;)