Glad you got that sorted. Green button applied. ;)
Things like that are NOT anyone's fault!
You do the best you can, that's all anyone can do.
Perfection is too much to expect from anyone, especially someone brand new to the job.
I understand how bad you must feel, but ease up, life just happens sometimes.

Oh dear....i'm sorry..
i can only second what Endre said. It's not your fault...
It's occupational hazard - i don't mean that cynical - it can happen...

But i can imagine how bad you feel right now...

I doubt that it was your fault. Surely the senior paramedics bear some of the responsibility, and sometimes no matter what you do, people die. It's a sad fact that not everyone can be saved :(

The northwest side is done.

And now for something completely different.

GOGBears, GOGBears everywhere!

That's very cool, Minecraft I presume?

Your first fatality? Don’t start blaming yourself. You didn't cause it, and It is unlikely that you hastened the death with the wrong sized tubes, especially with the sign of bleeding from the mouth, indicating internal hemorrhaging. You’re just there to stabilize and transport the people, and in worst case scenarios comfort them as much as you can in their last moments. All you can do is save the ones you can.

My roommate was a paramedic in South Central L.A., and saw everything from train versus people to gunshot victims, and had seen her share folks who died in their homes or held some in her arms whilst they were dying. But she also saved hundreds of people too, It’s part of the job.

Yep.

Glad to hear it works! And the game looks interesting, (I watched some gameplay videos)... :)

Ah, well, I installed Battle for Middle Earth 2 (and the expansion) about two years ago and still haven't played through them, but it's taking up almost 8 gigs of space, so I'll need to get to it soon, to make room for other games in the back log.

And on a side note, Fear 2 is interesting, different gameplay than the first. I just played tested the first couple levels though. It runs well too but, I'll have to get to it later so it's uninstalled and backlogged.

You're welcome, I am glad to know the fix worked out for you like I had hoped. :)

Welcome back. Good nap or keyboard style?

All my naps are keyboard naps. -laughs-

Forgot how much TV makes my brain shut down. Doing a multi-season marathon has thoroughly reminded me, though.
I don't give a shit about the characters the show wants me to care about, and I wish that the main character would get hit by a bus.

Here.

Pretty much the same way here with most tv/movies.
1/2hr in I say screw it and go to bed. Too much stupid most times. ;)

I'm off for now. See you all later!

*hugs and waves*