Posted April 02, 2015
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I don't think you're crazy, but I do think it'd be upsetting to you in regards to guilt. Naturally, I wouldn't do something that I know would cause you distress.
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"Why don't you like gifts?"
"I'm crazy, damn it, let's talk about something else." ;)
And yeah, I get what you mean. I've got a solid 3 to 4 years of games now at least, with over 150 left to go since I apparently really am crazy and can't consider this whole rebuilding/collecting/hoarding/occasionally playing endeavor to be done until that frigging list is clear.
There is no need whatsoever for anyone to gift me anything, based on that.
But at the same time, if someone does, I think to myself, "Wow, that's really awesome of them, they didn't have to do that, that was really generous." Then I download it, it gets its own little folder, I rename the folder so the capitalization and punctuation are correct, then it goes into the pile until I get the urge to play it.
I can't let myself feel guilty about that kind of stuff because I kinda know how my brain works.
If I try to essentially forcefeed myself something? Well, you've seen me talk about Soulstorm. I wanted to shut that off less than halfway through the first run. So by run number 9, I was shredding every single thing that bugged me.
I don't want to do that with something someone gifted me, just because I'm playing it at the wrong time and got bitchy.
Post edited April 02, 2015 by CarrionCrow