Just life at the moment.

We are having to delay my niece's funeral, as the genius monkey at the lab has lost the samples they were using to double check the cause of death. We already had to wait due to a delay with the crematorium, and it's doing my brother and his family no good dealing with all this extra hassle.

My mums broken bones are sadly not healing properly and they believe she will need surgery, which is risky given her current state of health. While I was at the doctors with her earlier I got a lecture form one of the most annoying doctors I have ever met (he has been annoying me for years, ever since I was attacked. He is not happy with how I coped with that and moved on with my life and how I cope with everything that has been happening lately. He hates that I won't entertain his recommendation of medication and counselling, two things I have never done and don't intend to do. They may work for others, but they are not for me.). It is the doctor that has made me so annoyed, mainly due to his mannerism, his demeaning attitude towards me, and some of his cheap little comments about my partner and me.

And on top of that I am still not sleeping too well. I think I am just feeling a bit burned out today, all the stuff since Christmas just takes it's toll on me from time to time. But I will be okay. I am not about to let a few little things like that bother me too much, I will be my normal smiling self in no time.