I don't have any first hand experience with this, but I hope you feel better. =(

Got a new d.va mousepad with the 20 dollars I found on the floor outside :)

Have you considered buying Destroya? :P

Coming from the psycho killer, does it mean that it's safe to come outside again ?

Walking around outside in the fresh air (despite issues with my feet currently which is making me limp... especially at work lol).....shopping at local markets....

My flat will get totally redecorated, yippee! Never mind the reason (totally destroyed).

Maybe you need different pills?

(To my understanding, this is actually common; different people have different brain chemistry, and it can sometimes take a while to find the right combination of medicines to treat depression.)

Oof! I hope your stuff survived. Or at least those things with emotional attachment.

this is true

I've been on anti-depression meds for the last 25 or so years and I've had to change them at least six times. Sometimes it's a mess right away. but some work great....for ten years....and then start failing you. So not only is everyone's chemistry different, that difference itself keeps changing.

Oh a better bed is nice to get and the couch was ugly, even if comfy, and the chair was getting worn and new curtains should be nice; this way I do not need to wash and iron the detroyed ones. I wanted a new desktop computer anyway and the list goes on and on. Always look on the bright side of life :-) I had too much stuff anyway. This way I got rid of a lot. That old plushie, what do I do with it at my age? Good riddance! All those books, they took a lot of space. Always look on the bright side of life!

Bed-wise, I highly recommend Casper.