Cadaver747: My older brother was killed in action in Ukraine, he fought for Donbass' side. He never told me about it in the first place, I didn't even knew he was gone...
And somehow I understand that it's my fault,
toxicTom: I don't know what to say. You have my sympathy. Why do you think it's your fault?
Because I was angry at him for no big reason and asked him to not contact me unless I contacted him first. He fulfilled his promise, we haven't talked for almost a year, and then suddenly he went for this FUCKING STUPID WAR!
He was very lonely person and felt abandoned. I've never said to him that I actually love him.
I know it was his decision, and that I've never got a chance to dissuade him, that's why it's my fault.
Life will never be be the same, I have no brother, and I can't bring him back. He was a great person, very smart, very strong...