Right after my final, digital this time getaway... I received the heaviest blow throughout the "mini-series" that i "starred" in, over the last year... Am backstabbed, by me own sweetie... Thisssss... Hurts a lot
Anyone... Anyone but her... Not her! I can take it all, everything! Just not her; not the very same person that restored my faith to humanity, rejuvenated my life, revived my murdered hope and mutilated dreams... NOT HER TOO!!! Tell me this is a lie... No no no, this is a nightmare, somebody please slap some sense into me, wake me the hell up!!! She has become exactly the same to all the "others" from there, she fully believed their lies, she trusts them blidnly while they are (ab)using/manipulating her, even talking badly about her behind her back... All the while they made her believe i am the one doing so; whereas i adore her, she is my treasure that all this time i refused to part with and let go...
I... Can't even... This... This
Post edited October 30, 2019 by KiNgBrAdLeY7