My TBI is however much worse when walking down the street a majority of the time My legs GIVE OUT underneath me sometimes my whole body GOES LIMP also. It usually happens when I cross the road at the traffic lights also sometimes I'll be walking down the road and I'll go completely blind for about 5 seconds walking around COMPLETELY BLIND! a car could hit me or anything! at least I am Not on any medications for it!

I understand because I'm in a wheelchair and crossing streets is always dangerous. I've been almost ran over several times because some idiot thinks it's cute to come speeding down the street as I cross it.

Oh It never ends does it or they come flying past in their cars when you are deep in thought and yell out something Profane and shock you out of your deep thoughts!

i'm 30-ish and as a singapoor-ean... i'm just happy that my life IS NOT half as shitty as my grandma who died in her 80s and lived through hell in her 20s, raising 7 kids with an abusive alcoholic husband and in-laws.

but please don't tell anyone about that, else some of my idiotic countrymen(including those 7 kids my grandma raised) will lobby for more taxes and higher cost of EVERYTHING because T.I.A. "THIS IS ASIA, YOU ENTITLED LAZY COMMIE SHIT TERRORIST. ARE YOU TRYING TO REPRESS US WITH SHADY WESTERN VALUES AND HUMAN RIGHTS?!?!?!!!!1111"

seriously if they force me to buy a 1 million dollar "commie block" apartment with money i don't have and will never have, i'll have move to a sharia law country(and i don't mean USA, trolls) ,or apply for asylum in australia and see if they'll reject me because singapoor is a "1st world country" where "poverty has been eliminated".

True.

No Don't come to Australia we have the WORST internet in the world!

Well, I was having a really swell time until some jerk came along and ruined it.

Still, I get some small joys, like the avengers and playing videogames.

i am now 24, graduated from school for nearly two years, but i am puzzled and don't know how to do next

Happy birthday, Thanalis. I'm significantly older, and have a lot of forum posts to show for it. :)

And yes, I've long since came to terms with how it will end, with my consciousness being downloaded into a computer and live there until I grow mad, at which point there will be an attempt to reload the original state but nobody will find the backup.

Anyway, what do you think you need to show for it, and what have you done to try to achieve that?

I'm turning 23 (NOOOO!!!) this November :( Still 4 years to go until i can finally go to university. Uuughhh... :(

You're still going to be puzzled at 34. That's one thing at least you can appreciate not changing as you get older.

oh don't worry, hon. i've been trying to migrate to aussie for over 10 years now, and failing horribly.

Make stereotypes work for you. Move to America and claim to be a world traveling super ninja martial arts master. Soon enough you'll get set up with your own dojo. Throw a few Elvis kicks around and bullshit your way to retirement. That's how we do things in 'Murica.

Just don't get mad when you look back later to see your grand-kids are named Bill and Suzie and they both weigh 400 pounds and are diabetic texting addicts. 'Murica does one thing really well. We can make fat diabetic slugs out of any race of people. Genetics are nothing next to the power of the Golden Arches.

You like fast food AND you have health problems. Dude, you'd fit in here just fine. You're practically American already. Just make sure when you land you can fake a limp... or better yet, just roll around in a wheelchair and cry a lot. You'll be set for life before you even leave the airport. We love charity cases here, especially ethnic ones because it looks good on our taxes.